Even though I accepted Christ as my savior, I still don't feel like I can surrender all my worries to God. I still worry and I don't feel like I can just let that go. how can I just trust someone with everything and have faith that I'll be ok? I'm not ok.
That's all I need, just one more chance. Just one more night with you. Oh gosh...I sound like an addict...and maybe I am. Just one more fix and I'll be fine. I could quit whenever I wanted...I just don't want to.
I don't think I could ever talk about this stuff out loud. I'd either cry or get embarrassed or stutter or just not even bring it up. But I want you to understand. If you're reading this then I must trust you a lot...cuz these are things that I try to keep hidden about myself