I'll never forget. Will you?

I want to understand

Am I just saying this

So that I don't feel so alone?

You and me were meant to be together

You're more important to me than I let on

*Giggle*

Did you know?

wouldn't that be great?

I really mean it.

Geoffrey

Why I can't write to Post Secret

Oh my dear Robert

I didn't even realize it was happening.

If i faint will you give me mouth to mouth? ;)

Will it all be ok?

Even when I say I don't believe you

i do.

Justin...

I want to tell someone...But I don't want to ruin us...even though we're already ruined.

It was my fault

And the best part was, it worked :)

I've been dying to tell you

What am I doing?

And it bothers me when people say how great she is because she's nicer to her students than she is to me. I'm secretly afraid that they all like her more than me.

Do you even notice?

I won't make that mistake again

I miss my cousin

Every Day

Especially at night

How did you not know?

Is this a valid reason for me to be selfish?

I am so vain

But I focus most of my vanity on myself.

If I disappear

The first person who comes to my mind is always my mom, and I always stop there because that makes me cry the hardest. I don't know if my mom knows how much she means to me, and I don't think she'd believe me if I told her.

How do I make my life grow too?

On a happy note

For those of you who haven't run away yet.

I care way more than you know

Do you remember when you used to do dangerous things just so I would worry about you, so you knew that I still cared? or how you used to tickle me in class because tickling didn't count as PDA...Do you remember when I was talking about us getting married and then said I didn't really think we'd get married and then you wouldn't talk to me or hug me or anything until I took it back? I do...I still remember. 2 years later.

Sometimes delusions are better than life

And if I died, how would I know how everyone really felt about me?

Because in my dreams I'm with you...and during the day I have to face the facts that you won't even look at me anymore, so much as talk to me.

What can I do?

How can I tell the people that I'm surrounded by that even in their presence I feel alone? It will only make them feel bad that they can never fill the hole in my heart...but at the same time, I'll never stop looking for the one who can.

I said no...

I remember that night perfectly...I said no...but you didnt listen. I see you lead worship sometimes and I have to leave the room...Do you really not know why I never return your calls?

And when I tell that to my friends, they change the subjects to talk about themselves. I'm worried that our generation will grow up to be self centered and selfish...but I'm even more afraid that I will be one of those people.

I used to want to grow up...

Now I'm afraid to

I should be burned at the stake

this is me telling you

that I want you to knock down the walls

Why am I so insecure?

And I notice that all of the celebrities are dying off now. How come they get to be saved first? Does God love them more too? Does he want them more than he wants me?

This is what I want for us. People still tell me that our love was too real to be over. They say we'll get back together and get married. Your mom told me that she liked me more than she likes your girlfriend now...She said she thought of me as a daughter. I love you, but if we aren't ever getting back together than this is how I want things to go from here on out.