I said no...

I remember that night perfectly...I said no...but you didnt listen. I see you lead worship sometimes and I have to leave the room...Do you really not know why I never return your calls?

And when I tell that to my friends, they change the subjects to talk about themselves. I'm worried that our generation will grow up to be self centered and selfish...but I'm even more afraid that I will be one of those people.

I used to want to grow up...

Now I'm afraid to

I should be burned at the stake

this is me telling you

that I want you to knock down the walls

Why am I so insecure?

And I notice that all of the celebrities are dying off now. How come they get to be saved first? Does God love them more too? Does he want them more than he wants me?

This is what I want for us. People still tell me that our love was too real to be over. They say we'll get back together and get married. Your mom told me that she liked me more than she likes your girlfriend now...She said she thought of me as a daughter. I love you, but if we aren't ever getting back together than this is how I want things to go from here on out.