Why did I make this blog?

I don't think I could ever talk about this stuff out loud. I'd either cry or get embarrassed or stutter or just not even bring it up. But I want you to understand. If you're reading this then I must trust you a lot...cuz these are things that I try to keep hidden about myself

Some say I'm crazy

Why so serious?

I really wasn't ever a butcher :) hahaha

Welllll it's not a mental illness

But it isn't fair of me to bring kids into the world knowing that I won't be able to be there to care for them for much longer...

When do I get to this point?

Jacob

You think I'm going to have this?? Thanks for believing in me more than I do :)