Life long goal

I'm not telling you who this is about

If you're reading this, you must be pretty special...I don;t open up to very many people anymore

just to reiterate what I said in an earlier post

Who has 2 thumbs and is a huge hypocrite??

Is this secretly a way for me to exercise my own self loathing? Is this how I yell at myself? I can't just go up to a mirror and tell myself how much I hate me. I'm all I have, I'll never get another version. There is no Naomi 2.0. There is only me. And if I can't love myself who can?? So all I have is to hate people who are like me because they can come and go like the rain.

why didnt we ever do stuff like that?

This wasn't written to me

And yet I'm still crying like a baby. I don't even know if I'm crying because no one has ever said anything that nice to me, or if I'm really crying because there's the potential that someone could feel that way about me some day.